Cowgirls (just change it to a story to make it fun)

Bam! Bam! As dust flies everywhere from the mud road, creating a blur scene. Two girls appear out of nowhere, they ran fast without stopping, they slid behind a bundle of hay. 'Alice! She gone yet?' the brown hat lady with long wavy brown hair asked. Alice, her curly blonde hair tied up in a ponytail with a black hat on peeps through the hay. Her blue eyes scan the mud road, 'Don't know, but I think we lost her'. The brown hat lady sigh in relieved, she squeezed her revolver hard and fumbled with the bullets. She reload her revolver fast and slam the cylinder shut. 'Sweet gun, G', Alice said admiringly. 'Thanks, my dad gave it to me', G said, 'I hate using guns but, I must say, this is fun'. Alice scan the mud road again, 'Here she comes!' she whisper loudly to G, her hands touching her holsters, ready to redraw her gun.

Clattering sounds of horse hooves could be heard, but none could be seen. 'Are you sure? I bet she can't even sit on a horse' G chuckled. Alice held the grip of her gun steadily, ready to fire. Out from the mud road cam Danielle followed by Abby behind. They rode on their horse hard, sprinting all the way down. They jump down from their horse professionally and ran into a little pub, while their horse kept going on. 'Come on!' Alice shouted pulling G along, they too ran into the little pub. 'She's gone?' G said panting, she shoved her revolver into her holster. 'Duck you fools!' Abby yelled. Alice and G crouch low as they edge their way to Abby and Danielle. 'I thought you got into trouble,' G said nodding to Danielle. 'You crazy? I am no amateur,' Danielle answered, she twirled her gun trying to show that she is no amateur. Abby smirked at her while G was awe by Danielle professional twirling.

The floor board creaks, the girls fell silent, their heartbeat thumped harder, as if it is going to jumped out from their chest. The girls held their breathed, a shadow slowly formed at the door way, the black shiny boots appear. The tall black hair girl with a shorter brown hair girl appeared. 'Erin...Ellie..,' Alice said with a sigh of relieved. 'What the **** is happening?' Erin said angrily. 'Yeah! What's with the dust flying everywhere?' Ellie added, putting a straw in her mouth. With their nervousness, they haven't notice an old man with a white beard staring at them, his mouth drop opened with fear. 'Howdy....Six beers please,' Alice smiled, she turned towards Erin and Ellie who were waiting impatiently, 'Woman...fat....' G tried to explain but her voice trailed off, she was too scared to continue. 'That giantess? Oh! She dirty my boots!' Erin shouted pointing at her shiny black boots which was smeared with a little dust. Abby grinned broadly at Danielle, 'It is funny how we pissed her off,' Danielle nodded laughing with agreement.

While they chattered happily with the beer in their hand, I stepped in with my gaudy clothes. Alice smirked at me, while the rest just glanced at me. I draw out my gun quick and fast and fire at Alice. Alice jumped behind the bar, grabbing her gun. 'Hey! Outside!' The old man shouted, he lifted his fist at us. I ran outside followed by Alice, she fired some shots at me while I was running. 'You will never win, no matter how hard you try because I always win!' Alice yelled out, intimidating me. I spun around and shot her gun off her arm, I smiled pleased with myself while she smile sheepishly. 'You wouldn't shoot and unarmed person right?' Alice grinned at me. Silent, I pointed the gun at her and slowly pull the trigger...bam! I aimed to miss, ' Well? Do you consider me winning this time?' I asked putting the gun back into the holster.

Shit and Sheet, so confusing.

'May I have a shit of paper?' Oops, did I just swear? Of course I did, while I tried my best, Amy and Stacey would laugh with pleasure. Amy told me not to change my way of speaking because it is good. She wish she could do that but I don't think it is appropriate for me to keep doing that. With Stacey help of course it was such a failure I didn't get to get it right. Only once. After that, I seek for Nicole helps, another failure.

Youtube, it has everything in it. I learnt it from some woman but I don't know whether it is right. I think it is best I ask someone to help me. Ah! Seek Alice and Terri for help in business management class. I assured Stacey that I would get it right by tomorrow and I wouldn't want her to be grinning would I? What I mean is that I want me myself to be grinning at them with success. It is always okay to make mistake that is where I can learn from it. Hey! My english ain't that perfect, I have to learn how to speak chinese and malay too, so how am I suppose to learn the pronunciations of english. No time for that in Malaysia or else you will be failing everything.

A new hairstyle?

I was wondering whether that if I cut my hair should I change my hairstyle since I been having this hairstyle since I was 10? 11? Oh I don't know all I know I have been having this same hairstyles since I was like real young.

I guess Alice was right, you shouldn't worry about changing your appearance or stuff like that, all you have to do it just go for it. Who cares about what people say. Yeah I should go for it....maybe...nah I will wait a little longer and get opinions from people on what type of hairstyles I should go for.

Athletics day and first day of badminton training

I was eating all the throughout athletics sport day, gosh I am going to be so fat. Anyway, Alice went around spraying people with her deodorant, the worst thing is that she sprays it at people's armpit. She held the deodorant very near to the shirt so it looks like you get a wet stain on it. So Alice spray it real near people's armpit which make people looks like they have sweaty armpits. She learnt it from Abby, she did it on G's shirt so it makes her looks like she have sweaty armpits. We were laughing so hard but G just kept talking and talking.

While they took part in the sports, I watch. I watch how they went for the 200m run and Alice was running with her 'V' outfit and she ran like a stiff stick, while G was right in front of the rest. After the 200m run they went to partake in the shot put. G chuck it right at the net which is near her side. I think everyone was cracking up down there, while I was cracking up up there alone.

Badminton training, there was only eight of us. We went on training on our footworks and holding the badminton in the right way. The badminton trainer was a canterbury coach, so it was pretty good. I like the training so I am planning to go again next week.

In church with a cold.

My nose kept running, it was so annoying. I kept going in the toilet, blowing my nose but it doesn't help at all. So instead of attending the service, I stayed in the toilet, texting and blowing my nose. I also sort of gave Debbie a headache after giving her all sort of excuses to skip the source first meeting. I hope I am fine tomorrow since tomorrow is such a long day.

Physics ain't that bad after all

Physics is actually quite fun, only on Friday. I had fun watching the empty bottle going with a blast like a rocket. Fun and interesting, funny part is how I watch some girls jump as the bottle goes off with a bam! The fifth bottle got stuck on the tree and Mr Sadler climb the tree like a monkey man. Some were taking a video of him climbing the tree, others were just watching him. Probably what I love about physics is the experiment and all.

I think I can stand it for one year, I will just go with the flow, God always has a way.

My biggest fear

I am probably a wee bit different from other girls. You know girls biggest fear are like, insects or animals or probably something else. Mine biggest fear...the fear of people hating me. I don't know why, but I hate making enemies, that is why I am sort of shy and quiet. Probably I thought, quiet is part of the solution for me in not making enemies, but I might be wrong.

I always have the wrong things in my mind, my every day question is 'does she hates me?' I know I shouldn't worry about petty things but that stuff keeps bugging me. Ever since I came to New Zealand I became more talkative, well that is what my Malaysian friends said. With that stupid little question coming up, there will be a whole lot of drama in my mind. You know in tv where you see a little angle and a little devil sitting on your shoulder, one persuading you to do the right, one persuading you to do the bad. My mine was somehow like that you know, but different of course I don't have that two little people sitting on my shoulder. I think because I have the attitude of 'I care too much'. I care too much about what people say, what people thinks and even caring about other people's life. I am a crazy person!! I am psycho! But you can't be perfect, you know. I guess, wherever you go there will be someone saying 'hey! she looks bitchy' or 'hey! she is too quiet'. I wish I could please everyone, but I am not a pleaser, I can't please everyone.

I shouldn't worry too much, my new year resolution is such a failure but I think I must still work on what I haven't been working on. I have to push myself harder and have positive thinking in everything.