Ah, love that song, I remember I keep singing that song, 'All about you' by Mcfly. Haha I found it at last! After 2 years of long search, my friend remembered! Gosh, I do miss my malaysian friends a lot while listening to it.

Anyway, I am here to tell you my stories about what happen and stuff. I went to Hanmer with my friends. Gosh it was such a great trip there! It will always be rated the best memories maybe second best...I don't know one of the best. Alice Dwyer, the little monkey, always stealing my stuff and stuffing down her...oh well somewhere, knowing that I wouldn't dare to grab it. Well, it was a torture when she pull my whole shoelace off making me limp to class without any shoelace on, at last she felt sorry and gave it back to me. What else? She didn't stop there, she told Hannah everything which Hannah wanted to take my shoelace off too. What am I talking about? Oh right, Hannah and Alice...two same personality and two massive destruction to my life. Jokes! There are fantastic friends, I love them! Oh also not forgetting the others in the group.

I want to go to the prom, yes! I have never been to one except for once, which I wore like a crazy hobo to that party or prom or whatever. I thought i wouldn't be fancy because my friend Jia Ling told me that she would be 'jamming' up there. When she said 'jamming' I thought she meant rocking out on stage and all. She did so but everyone dresses so elegant and stared at me when I came in, I felt like drilling a big hole there and drop in it and disappear. Oh well, Alice was totally bunking class today! Should slap her face or headlock her again like what I did the last time. It was such a fun thing to do watching her face go completely red...ahh...memories, sweet memories.

Abby asked me to bring my brothers friend to the prom. Well, it would be socially awkward bringing him there and it would be absolutely weird. I don't even know him and who said my brother would just give me his number. Of course he would just roll his eyes and tell me off.

I totally forgot about this blog. Well, here am I again updating this blog. I am suppose to update it and now I am updating it because of Jennyfer who texted me. Well, I am way behind my graphics, I really need to do my graphics work. I have been too lazy now of this day and I really need to study.

I also realised that I like designing houses and the weird thing is I planned on being an architectual. Great, another choice in my life, now I am making stuff worst for myself. Sigh, how am I suppose to know what I want to do? Oh well, I am going to go now.

The second one

Just when everyone was starting to forget the first, the second one struck. This wasn't expected from anyone (not sure about those geologist). Happiness in school was just forgotten so fast because of the second earthquake. Thank God everyone in my school was home when it hit, we got home because of the teacher's union at 12.15p.m and the quake strikes at 12.51 p.m.

Difference of first earthquake and the second, everyone was home when the first earthquake strikes but when the second earthquake struck everyone was having lunch or in work in the city centre. The first earthquake has done quite some damage to the city and the second earthquake have done all the damage for sure. This earthquake was 6.3 only 5 km deep and 65 people pass away. This is definitely not a great day for Christchurch.

This was violent, my house shook and sway violently as if it was enraged. Mum was screaming while I try to stopped a cupboard from falling onto me but everything

on the cupboard just fell of and one of our decoration drop and broke beside me. One of my bad habit was just sitting there waiting for it to stop, I should have dive under the table. Christchurch main building, the cathedral, was partly gone.

Before the earthquake After the earthquake

I hope there won't be anymore earthquake.

Ellie and Jennyfer kept calling me granny just because I am the oldest in the group. Anyway, those little brats will be taught some manners. Megan passed around the paper asking us to tick what time we want to watch the movie 'No strings attached', when it came to my turn, I don't know what time to tick, 3.55 or 6 something so I tick both. I passed it to abby who yelled out 'Who would bloody want to go at 4!' and she laugh like a maniac. Well, somehow everyone wanted it to be at 8 something, so I changed it too and abby called me a rebel. How does that make me rebel?

Alice changed my pencil case placing and I thought I lost all my pens when I went to study. Well, it was hilarious in graphics, Alice jab me and the teacher saw it calling her a bully, then she said I should learn self defence from Alice. Boohoo! Alice isn't that strong, and she is not that tough. I was right! She tripped at the door, why would I learn self defence from a girl who can't watch where she was going.

Jenniel sent me a disgusting picture of me. Gosh! I must get one of them. I will get it tomorrow. I have to do my homework now.

Where O' where has all my friends been?

Friends come and friends go. Does it all have to be like this? Life is a misery without any friends. I long for one who would ring me from time to time. I remember Jia Ling who would ring me and chat with me throughout the whole time, ignoring the phone bills and all. I love those days, and yet it all always comes to an end. Life seems perfect just at that moment and yet when I was at there I fret about all worldly things and now I still do. Here I worry about one thing, losing my friends. Everyone seems so independent so well sorted, so well planned with everything. I am still lost in my track, finding my own path, which one should I lead? I am sometimes still searching. I am lost. So many thoughts and questions, but so little answer. I should ring my friends from time to time, keeping them close is one thing that is important.

My friends in malaysia has all parted their ways, each going to the college or universities that they desire, and they are just so hard to keep in touch. Sure facebook will do the trick, but soon a whole paragraph of story will be one sentence and one sentence will be a word of reply. As the time tick, we distance ourselves, is it just me or you? Who changes? Did I change or did you change? It is hard to understand. Time gives us no time, it just comes and goes. Simple and yet quite complicated for me to juggle between 'adjusting' to the new life and 'keeping' the old life. How can I do both at the same time?

I want to keep my old friends and meet new friends, but once I do one, I start losing track of the other. This is hard. Life is complicated. Why do I worry? I guess it is all because I am a worrywart.

Happy New Year!

Happy new year to all! 2011, I am ready for you, even though I am not ready, you will just rush into my life without any hesitant. So I am always ready, willingly or unwillingly, I am ready. What can I say, 2010 was great but it has always felt the same like every other years. You look back and you feel accomplished...maybe, not quite. I don't set new year resolution because I know it will never last and I will never remember whatever resolution I set up. I hope I shall start off 2011 with a great start, a great booze will help me, and that booze should be good results. I know that no matter how hard I try to forget my results, it will still stick to me like a magnet, I will always remember it no matter what. It depends how good it is; it will either be a flower that blossom beautifully or a ugly weed. One that will be mock and one that will be praised, I cannot choose. Life has always been tough and hard. But again, happy new year to all, may God bless you.

Alice in 'Wonderland'

Alice a young, beautiful lady, mingled with her friends. Instead of tying her hair up into a bun, Alice had her curly brunette her down, somehow a young man from a far took notice. Not knowing this, Alice as usual had her friends laugh like a maniac around her while she farted loudly. The young man somehow find it so amusing that he laughed out loud too. Alice turned around and found this young man laughing by himself, thinking that he is insane, Alice told her friends about it while they stared at him weirdly and move away from that man. The young man realised the whole group was staring at him and he knew that he made a fool of himself. He picked up his books and head towards the group of girl. One girl screamed 'Get away from us' and everyone started running as if their life was in danger. Alice was running clumsily and she tripped over a rock doubling over and injured herself that she can hardly get up. The young man hurried towards her helping her up. Shocked by his reaction, she examined this young man who seems so handsome up close. His jet black hair and his blue eyes seems to impressed her. 'Why were you guys running from me?' the young man asked as he stared into her blue eyes. Knowing that it was her fault she put on a silly smiled and shrugged. 'My name is *blah* (put your ideal man's name in), let's get you to a doctor', he smiled and carried her in his strong arms. She placed her arms around his neck hugging him. 'Do you take arts?' he asked.

'How do you know?'

'Oh, your hands..'

'What?' she look at her hands, which were covered in paints 'Oh...'

Well, after a few weeks time, Alice started dating him and he seems to impress her parents. Those two seems so close that they are always together. When Alice was 25, she got married to him and they had four lovely kids and they live happily ever after.